She just has to. Now. And everything that has happened to her recently just seems to keep her away from doing it, and she's losing hope again, and I'm just running out of ideas. I want to help her, I feel like I should help her, I think I need to help her, not because she is in need of help but because I think that if I don`t help her I'll just explode.
But I don't fucking know what to fucking do. And it just kills me and rips me apart and tears me down to pieces, little by little, day by day, second by second. Somebody tell me what to do. And don't tell me not to do anything, that it's not my job not do anything, that there's nothing I can do, that it's not up to me to do anything. It is fucking up to me to do something, there is something I can do, it is my fucking job to do something.
Somebody tell me what. Because just staying by her side and listening to her and helping her with the small day things is not even nearly enough.
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